He says there are all different types of extraordinary states that are encountered, but these are never the goal of practice, and he says it's best not to dwell on them or try to reproduce them. These sometimes seem to dissolve in place, but the entire sensation has a clear upward trajectory, with the sharp point right at the crown. (Of course, others arise in their place, but these are very noticeable, distinct experiences.) I've also continued to have a lot of the head pressure stuff, but with increased concentration and clarity, it certainly feels much more liquid-like (like a lava lamp with hard spots and soft spots, typically much softer and dissolution like along the edges of where I experience the sensation). I've had recent experience with certain tight, anxious sensations in the chest dissolving into these heart-center blips and disappearing. By contrast, my first fruition clearly arose from a sensation that felt like it was traveling up to and out of the crown, and I've subsequently had lots of dissolving experiences in the head, out through the crown. I've recently had a few mini-blips, possibly fruitions, but not entirely clear, that seem to be occurring in the heart area. If you are inner dissolving, the blockage collapses inward into inner space and produces an experience of emptiness after it dissolves.
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